Here’s the thing

I absolutely love you to death and I always will but seriously you can’t expect so much out of me. I’m going through so much and I’m stressed and trying to hold it together and I’m busy and overwhelmed and I’m being spread so thin, everyone is so demanding of my time and energy and everyone wants 100% of me and I just don’t have a lot left to give. And I have to prioritize my time and efforts and money and everything and it’s hard. It’s hard to feel like I’m not enough. It’s hard to feel like I can’t please anyone because I’m the type of person that strives to make everyone happy. And like. I understand I disappoint people sometimes but when you make me feel so so bad about it when it was out of my control, that really hurts and I just wish some people could be a little more understanding sometimes. I just feel like I can hardly satisfy anyone anymore and I do everything for everyone and nothing for me and ITS EXHAUSTING

Every so often I get messages from random people telling me how much they love my blog, and my personal posts, and how it makes them feel better because they can relate to what I’m going through. And let me tell you, for all the times that I’m like “Omg why am I posting this it’s TMI and no one probably cares but I just need to rant about it” it’s all completely worth it knowing that there’s even a handful of people that can read my bitching and maybe feel a little less alone. So. It makes me so happy and absolutely makes my day week life to get feedback like that :) I LOVE YOU GUYS ALL <3

omg I give her credit because I tried doing that once and let me tell you it was not fun getting that glitter off my tongue

omg I give her credit because I tried doing that once and let me tell you it was not fun getting that glitter off my tongue

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